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3-3-07 + 3-3-083-3-07                              
Today  Three hundred and sixty-five  days ago,  We discussed planting  and I brought her a $17 bottle of shampoo.  She had been asking for the stuff  for weeks, so I waited for her birthday  and gave it as a gift.  I sunned myself in her smile.   
The trees outside the kitchen window  were bare still as  I watched her tenderly nestle  seeds into their individual plots   
in the segregated plastic trays,  pushi 3-3-07 + 3-3-08
in Open 1d 5h ago
Open and CloseSuicide was not an end I ever contemplated.  
It wasn’t an evangelical’s sin,  
or a yellow-bastard’s way out.  
I didn’t even see it, never thinking I needed to before.  
 
Before.   
I couldn’t hear it whining before.  
 
Wind blows through the windowpanes,  
90-year-old glass, no insulation.  
It whistles against the simple squares,  
nestled into rough, paint-chipped frames,  
skittering against branches and ringing, rusty mufflers four floors down.   
Now laughter from other rooms, forgetting me unintentionally.  
 
I want to be Open and Close
in Open 1d 5h ago
How do you walk?How do you walk? You walk into my arms,  into my kiss, into the eye of my life's storm.  You walk, you walk as if you were carrying the Taj Mahal.  Your neck is like a Watutsi woman, towering above the grasses of your tribal clothes and bronze-painted body,  your square shoulders where my fingers close and lips feed, grazing.   
You walk in anger and in glorious pride, as if you have just lost a brilliant battle,  your cut smile belies your perspicuous eyes,  your earrings tremble and your breasts rise like waves on sand and shell, crashing, coming towards me.  You'll wash me out past the breakers. How do you walk?
in Open 1d 5h ago
Eric Gill
in Misc. Text on 4/8/08
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Journal Entry: Wed May 14, 2008, 12:58 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Damien Rice
  • Reading: Blindess by Jose Saramago
  • Eating: Cliff bar
It's been over a year since my mom died. I've changed a lot, but I still miss her just as a much as the day she died. Sometimes I forget I had a mom, which sounds so blasphemous; I'm just getting used to not seeing her anymore, I guess. It sucks.

It's a milestone, and in a way I'm happy. There are certain things that still make me cry, but not as often. Time is doing it's job in helping me heal, but it's still difficult. *sigh*

I love you Mom.

Your DD,
Lelia

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  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: KY
  • Interests: archery, poetry, art, music, singing, books, movies, soccer, more...
  • Favourite movie: LoTR, Dead Poet’s Society, Empire Records, Eternal Sunshine, Star Wars, animes, more...
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI, The Mars Volta, MCR, Tool, APC, VAST, Led Zep, NIN, Misfits, Clash, Led Zep, more...
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, metal, punk, classic rock--with occassional deviations from these...
  • Operating System: Mac OS X + Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Legend of Zelda series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, NES, N64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hobbes, Spike Spiegel, Trent, Tank Girl
  • Personal Quote: Not all who wander are lost.
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*synesthesiatic:iconsynesthesiatic: Feb 28, 2008, 10:04:05 AM
you're very welcome!!

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~sporadictouchofennui:iconsporadictouchofennui: Feb 22, 2008, 7:30:29 AM
thank you so much!

:heart:
jen

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=BornBlitzed:iconBornBlitzed: Nov 2, 2007, 7:03:03 AM
:thanks: This is an extremely overdue thank-you for your support of Tribute. It means a lot to me.

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I've tried pursuing happiness. Happiness sought a restraining order.

:lol: Got Humor? *ThePurpleNurple
:pencil: Got Count? *WordCount, ~LineCount
~willylorbo:iconwillylorbo: Oct 8, 2007, 3:20:30 AM
Thanks for the fav ! :)

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~bloookkkerschtufin:iconbloookkkerschtufin: Sep 13, 2007, 1:47:27 PM
hey :) thanks for the fav!

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~DelilahWoolf:iconDelilahWoolf: Aug 11, 2007, 8:56:01 AM
:alphaosiris:

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~bad-slave:iconbad-slave: Jul 1, 2007, 11:49:33 PM
thank you :cuddle:

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*Rorkas:iconRorkas: Jun 24, 2007, 1:18:16 PM
Thank you too :)

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Ink runs in my veins.
*Rorkas:iconRorkas: Jun 24, 2007, 1:17:00 PM
Thank you too :)

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Ink runs in my veins.
~AgedChild:iconAgedChild: Jun 5, 2007, 3:32:38 PM
Sure dear! I love all your writing, but that one is so honest...I dunno me likes. Hoosiers are weird, there's no helping that...

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~schnurrbert:iconschnurrbert: Apr 15, 2007, 12:11:29 PM
thanks for the :+fav: lover, glad you liked it!!

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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...
~schnurrbert:iconschnurrbert: Apr 6, 2007, 9:13:35 AM
thankee for the :+favlove: darlin, it make-a me feel goods!! lahve you

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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...
~LostGambit:iconLostGambit: Mar 6, 2007, 11:03:08 PM
So I clicked on the link in your AIM profile and eventually realized I had an unused account from back in the day. So I'm a deviant now (again?), maybe I can attempt to stay productive. blah.


-Collin
~saraknudsen:iconsaraknudsen: Mar 6, 2007, 12:01:00 AM
Hi

Thank you so much for the fav...:love:
I really appreciate it...:heart:

Best wishes and kind thoughts :butterflytwo:
Sara

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~schnurrbert:iconschnurrbert: Feb 21, 2007, 11:43:35 AM
:hug: which will of course lead to :smooch: which, depending on intensity, just might lead to :hump: which, if that occurs, will probably lead to :spank:

muah haha, love you!

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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...
*synesthesiatic:iconsynesthesiatic: Feb 11, 2007, 10:30:50 PM
ha, no, i understand completely. no worries bro! :peace:

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I don't feel the need to explain my art to you, Warren.
~kazroot:iconkazroot: Feb 11, 2007, 2:12:06 PM
Sry, I meant it feels good to hear smth like that - I'm not really that vain ;)

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~Heart-Collector:iconHeart-Collector: Feb 9, 2007, 2:19:00 AM
You're welcome! Nice gallery:heart:
`Pixydream:iconPixydream: Feb 5, 2007, 2:29:47 AM
Thank you so much for your fav on "Storm Weather" :)

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~schnurrbert:iconschnurrbert: Feb 2, 2007, 12:21:59 PM
le sigh, was checkin your DA right as "Luckiest" played off your cd... :lonely:

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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...
~schnurrbert:iconschnurrbert: Jan 18, 2007, 11:09:50 AM
IBEATCHUWITCHYOOWNPEEIMP

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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...
=InMyDisk3yez:iconInMyDisk3yez: Jan 17, 2007, 4:24:29 PM
:wave: thanks for having me in your friendz list!

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~yoxx:iconyoxx: Jan 16, 2007, 6:35:47 PM
thank you... :alphaosiris:

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~schnurrbert:iconschnurrbert: Dec 31, 2006, 3:30:54 PM Mood: Longing
:cuddle:

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I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun...
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